I have realized something in the past few days:
I hate when people over-analyze things that are dreadfully simple.
Where’d this come from? I see now that I made things with Clay way more complicated than they needed to be. I brought so many factors into the equation, when really…frick, almost none of them mattered. It came down to whether or not I care about him (heck yeah), and if I would commit to working at making our relationship work (and I have determined the answer to that is also a “heck yeah”: I’d be stupid not to). So now, I can’t handle hearing people over-analyze things to death. I think that’s probably because I found it so annoying in myself, so I find it annoying in other people. I was so annoyed with myself already I was just like, “Frick! Make up your mind already!”
There’s my rant. Bye.