Is something wrong here?

It feels like some people think that because I am going home I am just running away from……something.
Let me tell you how I see it:
I feel as though God has used my week here to open my eyes to things I was too blind to see when I was at home. I kept telling myself, “I need to work on this….I’ll deal with it when I get to Sweden” blah blah blah. So God whacked me on the head and taught me some stuff that I now have to put into practice. I don’t think I should be staying here for 3 months living in a superficial world. There is a time and place to live in that world, and I had that on SoD. I should be applying what I know to real life, not seeking more opportunities to leave home. I am ready to rise to the challenge of seeking God daily, not just when I am away from home on a ‘spiritual high’.

So call me a coward if you want to, I don’t think that’s what I am.

5 Responses to “Is something wrong here?”

  1. Clay Says:

    People are calling you a coward? It makes complete sense to me why you would be leaving. It seems much more noble of you for realizing what it is God wants in your life and looking to go for it instead of running away to a place where you can have a ‘spiritual high’ as you put it. I’m proud of you for realizing that you could be of better use for God at home and that it would make more sense not to be mooching off the YWAM base.

  2. Neely Says:

    You’re not a coward. You’re braver than most. Keep seeking His will in your life :)

  3. Jude Says:

    Where are you??

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