It feels like some people think that because I am going home I am just running away from……something.
Let me tell you how I see it:
I feel as though God has used my week here to open my eyes to things I was too blind to see when I was at home. I kept telling myself, “I need to work on this….I’ll deal with it when I get to Sweden” blah blah blah. So God whacked me on the head and taught me some stuff that I now have to put into practice. I don’t think I should be staying here for 3 months living in a superficial world. There is a time and place to live in that world, and I had that on SoD. I should be applying what I know to real life, not seeking more opportunities to leave home. I am ready to rise to the challenge of seeking God daily, not just when I am away from home on a ‘spiritual high’.
So call me a coward if you want to, I don’t think that’s what I am.